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Sleep Eternal

I wish to be free from the wings of unrequited love that has cradled me so....

I have waited for you for several lifetimes

Yet still you don't see, still you do not recognize me.

Awaken from your slumber, dear, and for once, see me.

The next life is too long to wait... I do not wish to be reborn only for you to drive a stake through my heart again and again.

 
-from Leia's Beautiful Mind 02/24/13

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