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Bittersweet

If only this was a perfect world, you and I would be together.

 We would have made plans and talk about forever.

 It would have been your coffee I fix in the morning, 

and curl in bed watching our favorite movies til the ending.

 But the world is not perfect -and still won't be last time I checked. 

So here we are apart, 

though it had always been you from the start. 

Now we pass by and politely nod at each other, 

and there's always that bittersweet pain in the chest that gathers. 




-from Leia's beautiful mind 03/10/13

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