From Urban dictionary: ride or die when you are willing to do anything for someone you love or someone you really appreciate in your life. the person who you stand by in any problem and vice versa . the term "ride till the end or die trying " I've reached a point in my life where I question myself what is it that makes me not settle down. If I truly have no desire to be in a relationship or start a family. Why I rocked the boat to a seemingly peaceful and stable past relationship with a good person from a good family and who has the same faith as I do. It was supposed to be a perfect match and a relationship with a clear direction. Yet there I was nursing my traumas in life and thinking about my what ifs. I still have goals and ambition and wasn't very sure I was ready to start a "peaceful" life and forget about my calling. Fear and anxiety got to me that I would be marrying without me having reached my goals for myself and for my family. I have ma